Snowday

the world outside my window is blank, a bright static white. christmas lights twinkle behind my reflection on the frosted panes, and a hand placed on the glass is quickly chilled by the frigid air on the opposite side. somehow the knowledge that i cannot go anywhere makes me more content than ever to do nothing. todays diet was pasta and hot chocolate, interspersed with giant cups of coffee. company consists of family that provides entertainment and bonding. good conversation and copious amounts of smiles are provided by the best friend. today i kept the constant optimism that has just invaded my life by rejecting all acidic thoughts of the past. now the sky has darkened, the backyard visible only by its white blanket of powder reflecting the lights in the windows.